When bliss runneth dry...

Today marks the whoppin', drum roll please....2 month anniversary of my boyfriend and I.  Feels like longer (in a good way) because we got to spend basically a week vaca together over Christmas/New Years...

Anyway, this past week was not so merry.  It's like the blinders are off and we're beginning to see each others flaws...it's funny how when you first start dating, flaws are cute and even funny, but honesty - you get over it...

For instance, my bf is very clean and anal...i am not.  Enough said. Oh, and likes to explain things to me like I'm 5. (but the truth is that he is just so smart and normally i do need an explanation, but come on, give me a little credit)

So, it's been interesting because, again, we've only been dating for 2 months, so when things get weird and awkward...oh man...they're very weird, and I do not know how to handle situations like that=)

By the way, I have this wonderful quality that when I feel weird, I CANNOT hide it...I make the situation and both our lives even weirder and more miserable...thanks mom - did I get this quality from you?  j/k

But good news - we had a "normal" "unweird" and "nice" night last night...so maybe the curse is over!

to be continued....

(I know the suspense is killing you, but honestly I don't feel bad - imagine how I feel.)